Scary Drugs

Ok. I am so fucked up right now (and I even see myself writing messy and it's slowing me down. I see myself writing so slowly and I'm going to be mad at me but (faster)

I'm thinking so much faster and my wrists feel tingle, I can feeling I had the time to go back and write that. Oh my god, my mind is just slowed down. I feel so much more clear but my wrists are still tingling. I know I'm not writing clear. This is SO fucking hard to stay on the line.

I want to let go and be high. high. HIGH.

I want it's 12/26- 12:01 Lorai just said 10:36 3rd