Stopping

B is back and things were great, only it's just two days in and he's really sick and I had a bad dream about being raped and he is crying about everything and can't afford to go to a doctor and I really feel like I need to scream, Scream, SCREAM and don't think that I can do this...

I feel like I am choking and that there's no way out and I just want all of this to STOP!!!

I have school in two days and nothing is done and my throat hurts and I'm nauseated and tired, tired, tired.

God! When will it all stop?!?