Waves

This week is just not letting up, and i am digging myself deeper and deeper into a hole. On the M-11, on the way to the music library... And B stayed back to sleep and I really can't blame him.

And fucking choir caroling tonight and it's really pissing me off.

Anyway, on Monday it will be done. Then three beautiful days of sweetness in the city before home for Christmas Eve.

I talked to VJ last night and she said that she's okay. She's coming back to campus next semester. I think she misses spending time with me and I genuinely do have fun hanging out with her... She's right... We used to be like "Amac and AIR7" with each other.

I had lunch with GoldenFinch yesterday at the West End. It was so nice. We talked about "Tolstoy-ism," the future of music theory, the existence of God and modern art. Her piece was performed at the undergrad composers concert last night-- "Waves." The whole concert was phenomenal. I also heard a string quartet by NiS. It all made me miss composing so badly and I felt almost sick about it. I was SO proud of GoldenFinch though... She truly is a best friend.

I am resolved to learn FINALE and then to write over the break. I have to get my computer fixed. Maybe I will bring it in somewhere right after finals. I want to write myself and aria... Maybe that beautiful poem in B's book... And one for my mom to her Alice Walker poem.

Must get off the bus!