Requiem Auditions

Dodge. And Requiem solo auditions for yet another year... Thursday though. And against the white-bared coldness, the suspended yellow and green wafers dot the sky, trembling on the branches below.

B is at Butler... (and those asshole kids in the elevator!)

The beauty of this moment is that I'm coming back to myself in a new way. I can write and I can feel and I can feel safe and warm and love. And nothing here scares me, and even the others, buried in the blackness of their own lonely lives seem like strangers.

There is not much to write right now, except for the novelty of this new pen...

(And here's another new pen! This one's not disposable, and much easier to write with...)

"History is a nightmare from which we have not awakened."
-Joyce

"History would be a wonderful thing, if only it were true."
-Tolstoy