Abstract Mysterious

Back in Morning Star (not the one near me) and feeling so nervous-- so, so nervous, like I want to lower my eyes... Depressed, I guess... A sense of disorientation. Abstraction from everything around me. Lost. And floating.

This all seems vaguely familiar and right. To feel this way, I mean. (Pour la fete de Rameau!). I guess I just feel mysterious and like it.

Ham and Cheese is here, so I must pause.