An Open Throat

Well, that long talk with B last night made all the difference in the world. I sooooo want to keep him close to me forever and I love having him so much. But part of me still hates him so much at the same time, and then I feel awfully alone.

Back in the school cafe (near the library) and sinking with exhaustion. Teaching this mornign went really well. I feel completely run down and I hope it's not from all this kissing.

I was exhausted at voice today too and my voice was so sticky. I really have to go to bed early tonight.

Listening to Judy Garland sing "Over the Rainbow." Her voice is so free-- you can just hear the openness of her throat.