Interview

I'm off to the interview at the ----- School (on the R-train now) and I feel scared. I don't like talking to strangers. I feel shy. I also hate having to promote myself. It feels so unnatural and fake and shallow. I just want to sing and look at the water all day. Ay Buhay!

*******************

Okay, so I did it... and I think I kicked ass! I mean, whether or not they want me, I know that I could do this job and I showed them that. I have to start thinking that way about the rest of the shit in my life-- whether or not they want me, I know who I am, what I can do and I have to show it. I will find the right place for me eventually-- where my talents will be appreciated, utilized and treasured.