I Need Help

And so it comes again, and this time completely out of control. And I am ready to leave, leave, leave and take the thousand dollars and go...

And I have nobody left and B hates me and GoldenFinch is scared and oh God, I am scared too... What am I doing and why do I feel this way?

I need help, I need help, I need help. I think it's time to ask for it.