Back from Washington

Well, I'm back from DC and sitting in the BP (at Haven). I am not pissed anymore, but I still have to be careful... I know that he will take things into his own hands when he feels it is "appropriate," but that is a chance I just can not take...

Anyway, I just checked my messages and I got one from B and one from GoldenFinch, each equally bizarre and happy and in each of them they mentioned the other. I am pretty sure that they hooked up this weekend. And while I'm happy for them, I will feel kind of weird if that really happened... I mean, I don't want them to share information and I don't want to be the odd man out...

Oh well... I have to wait until tomorrow to hear the full story anyway.

I almost feel like everyone is lost, though, and slipping away more rapidly (special!). But AIR7 is right -- I can never be that to ChoirMan. How is it so easy for other people to deal with people and not care about them with their soul (Scheisser) and I am exhausted...

I just drove five hours back form Washington so I will sort all of this out tomorrow.

(Oh God... tomorrow night!)