Tom L.

(Tom L.)

Last night I totally fucked up. Didn't keep a single one of my New Year's Resolutions! Now my throat is burning from coke and I can't sleep and Narc is snoring next to me. Last night was definitely weird. At the very end of the night, at Cheers, two things happened. One-- that guy, Tom L. came in. Second (or I suppose, "Two")-- I decided to start drinking. This has to stop. I need to just set a number of days and decide to stop drinking.

Anyway, Cheers closed and the guy and I left together (sort of discreetly). We walked up towards Thaddy Con's (which was closed). I think it was around 2:00 am. Then we went to Manchester with a bartender named Willy. They promised to stay open until 4:00 am.

Tom and I got increasingly drunk and at some point the decision was made to go back to my place to "hang out" a la "a very medicinal evening." He didn't do very much coke, which left a shitload for me. He pretty much passed out, leaving me bored, restless and still lovesick.

I ended up talking to Liu on the phone for a while. She really came through for me. Then Narc came up on my call waiting. I haven't yet processed the rest of the night enough to write about it. I'm lying next to him right now, freezing my ass off...