AIR-7 Plays Mind Games

God, it's only a few weeks later and so much has happened. Obviously there is no point in writing it all down here.

AIR7 decided that after I went out drinking with GoldenFinch and called him drunk, that I was "too much to handle" and that was the end of our romance. I went berserk and cried for three days. Then I went up there for him to "hold me" and make me feel better and I ended up giving him a blow job, after which he rolled over and said that he felt bad about it because we are supposed to be just friends and he didn't want to be near me. I cried, felt like shit and got up to leave twice, only for him to tell me that he loves me, convince me to stay and then kick me out at 8:00 AM.

Then, the next day (after ice skating with GoldenFinch) I went to the movies with him and VJ and both of them had on an "aren't I charming and entertaining in public" act and I felt even more like shit. (That was Friday).

I slept all day on Saturday and then on Sunday I went home for C's baptism (which AIR7 was originally going to attend with me). Anyway, it was Superbowl Sunday (The Broncos won) and I went uptown to watch the end of the game with him and Scheisser. We had a great time and all was well again (except for the weird sexual tension).

AIR7 mentioned that he had called my mom to ask her what to wear to the christening. I mentioned it to her last night and she said the he had never called her. (And I believe her!) When I confronted him, he insisted that he had called, told me that she was lying and that everyone in my family lies to each other. I asked why she would do that and he said that may she was uncomfortable because she brought up "my drug and alcohol problem," asking him for advice. (Another lie!)

Then he said that he knew a lot of stuff that I didn't, about what my mom knows, what my sister knows, etc. When I said that was ridiculous, eh said that a lot happened when I was drunk that I didn't remember and that I told my mom stuff (also untrue).

When I asked him what he knew, he wouldn't tell me, and claimed that because I wouldn't tell him what I talked about with Dr. G today, he didn't have to tell me everything either. (Which once again is ridiculous!)

Why is he playing these mind games with me?!?!

Anyway, I called my mom and asked her about everything again and she insisted that she knows nothing else, that BigSis knows nothing else and that AIR7 is lying.

If that is the case, he is a fucking bastard and he has been manipulating me for months. When I pointed out how he lied to Brandi on New Year's, saying how she embarrassed him by coming onto Alan (when she didn't), he said "how would you know... you don't remember; you were passed out on the floor!"

"I remember you telling me that you lied to her when I was in Florida," I said.

He didn't like that.

Whatever... I have learned a lesson and Amac was right twice... She was right about Scheisser and she was right about AIR7.

Anyway, I was telling VJ the story.

"Why do you tell everyone you have a drug and alcohol problem?" she asked.

"What?" I asked her.

"Never mind," she said.

Ugh! That pisses me off so much. She thinks that I am pretending I have a problem to get attention. Well, she and AIR7 can both take their craziness and stay the fuck away from me.

By the way--things are good between me and my mom again. It will take a lot more than this to tear us apart!!!