Disappointment

Okay. So, I'm such an idiot and not even a poetic one... You would think that I'd be able to learn from mistakes once I've made them a few hundred times! I guess not...

I just know that I've disappointed them now the same way I've disappointed everyone. And maybe that's what I wanted to do (Je le croix).

Damn.

Speaking of which, I have to make an appointment for my language exam. Maybe I can do that on Wednesday. My hand hurts from writing even a little bit, and i think it's because I'm pressing hard because this pen is running out... On Metro North on my way to the "Federalist Era!"