Camille's

In Camille's and once again ashamed of the blurs of memory, but he let me cry on his shoulder and he didn't care that there might have been makeup and it reminds me of what a shit I have been crying over all along. And he hugged me so much and I can't believe I allowed that...

I am so stressed out, as usual, and the semester is completely falling apart work-wise. And then I'm worried about Clover running against me for President... God, what will I do? And everyone is going to be gone next year... They're all going to be gone...

God, I'm so tired...

But E-the-R and I are supposed to go to that Vampire club tonight. I have to remember to find out the info on that later.

And AIR7 told me that he became a vegetarian two weeks ago... What was I thinking?!?!

But God, I am so, so exhausted and sick and wish it were all somewhere else or that I didn't care about holding everything together by the threads I strip it down to (in the name of love!).

And God, everyone around here is so irritating. Why are people so damn annoying? (Far from the force of gravity). And the service here is SO bad. I have been here for twenty minutes and haven't even gotten a drink.

(Better to bleed than not to start...)