On Friendship

Now I am waiting at my new voice lesson. I am tired, but remarkably slept about nine hours last night. Then AIR7 woke me up at 3:00 AM to tell me about his dates.

I talked to GoldenFinch on the phone today for a really long time and it was good. It made me feel good that she called me, although it is not the same and never will be. I have changed too much, and yet, I am sure that his is only an in-between and in another few years, there will be a very big change again.

I have been sitting here for 15 minutes already. I wonder how long he intends for me to wait!

I spoke to B this morning too and he pointed out that we would be having our two year anniversary of our friendship at the "New Member Welcome." I'm glad that he remembered it. But then, when I said I wondered if we'd be friends in ten million years, he said "no." He said he moves around a lot and is a bad correspondent. What the hell? I mean-- why admit defeat now? Am I the only one who believes in such absolute friendships that they are all giving and eternal? I mean, Amac seems to agree with me, but it's different.

Anyway, they said that my lesson will start in another few moments. At least this year doesn't seem as heavy. Shanah Tovah! Right?

I'm going home tonight.

Oh-- I'm up!