Midterm Week

Back in Ollies for a week of hell. I was in the library last night until 4:00 AM. One down; three to go.

I just want it to be over, but at the same time I enjoy the pain of urgency and necessity.

Food here. Must go.

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Alright. Even later (11:55) and endlessly in Butler, studying for Anthro. I was here last night for "the South" until 4:00 AM. Kind of sick-- right? Titanic and Pocahontas and my eyes can't help but blur... all drugged up!

My plan was to stay here until 4:00 AM again, but I don't know if I can make it... My body is collapsing and I will have to do it tomorrow for "USSR."

I saw Eunie at Sedutto when I was there with GoldenFinch... and that guy "Poly" from Symposium who we always see (he owns it) and I felt like I was in such a "neighborhood." But even though all love has been lost-- you know who I mean-- I still seek him, and then when I see him I don't now why.

I should be studying right now.................................... ............................. (JOIN OR DIE!)

This gum in my mouth tastes really weird (extra bubblegum). Anyway, Amac is mad at me about that dumb trip to England and it's really on my nerves. I'm sort of hungry, but I don't know what for... Anyway, next week I start that again and lay off the coke.

This is really dumb... I am getting nothing done. I am going to finish reading the book and then leave. I'll be out of here by the time this room closes (I hope). And jealousy passes me... Okay! Back to work!